In life you can not always choose the outcomes you want for yourself or the people you interact with.  Today I looked at my mom, the one person who knew all about me, and her face looks like one of a stranger, she does not know me...loss...Alzheimers....I walk to my husbands room on arrival back home I rush to my husbands room...asleep....I close the door as I know he did not sleep well last night...Parkinson's....loss. Why is it that I that once believed that the world was filled with good....now live in a world of loss...